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you told me you did adderall when you were back in high school
and i must admit it made me think that you were pretty cool
and you said that it was bad
and i wanted to believe you
but i couldn't help but think that if i did it i could be cool too

and we'll flashback
i'm on the phone with my ex boyfriend
who is high as fuck
and talking off my ear about some theory
that he just made up
and i'm thinking to myself
"when will he stop so i can hang the fucking phone up
i'm gonna hang the fucking phone up"

so maybe what i wanted out of somebody that loved me
was a lack of self-control and an addictive personality
and i'm thinking i was wrong for getting so involved
with a lunatic who loved to trip more than he loved me all along

and its funny
i'm not the type who ever wanted
to be high as fuck
but seeing him like that made me wonder
what i'm passing up
is it worth it not to care what my mom thinks
and just have some teenaged fun
is it worth it to fuck up

you told me you did adderall when you were back in high school


from Sobriety Girlfriend, released February 20, 2016



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